Dear aunt agony

Today is a depressing day.I've been hit hard by the feelings unhappiness,anguish and unfairness all rolled into one for the umpteenth time.If you're an attentive and consistent reader of my blog,you would have guessed what am i referring to.

Yes,it's regarding my family problem with my mom being thrust into the limelight again - for the wrong reasons.All the time i've been figuring who's right and who's at fault but as always nothing concrete is yielded.As i had said last time,it requires only a slight hint of unjustice to start the fire of turmoil in my family.

This time around,my mom is angered by the unfair treatment of a certain family member which i shall not name here.After all,i'm not sure whether this is done on purpose or my mom has misinterpreted the actions.From there,my mom began to hurl a barrage of complaints to me.

In the middle of the complaining,she broke down crying.We were at the company's office then so actually the worker present was witnessing it too.This wasn't the first time as there were countless of similar occasions previously but they happened at home.Without the knowledge of others but me of cause.

I just feel sorry for my mom.After so many years,my mom is still the most misjudged member of the family.While other family members are having a peace of mind by staying separately,my mom is forced to be patient with the hurtful words and actions that come her way.But then i can't blame the particular family member wholly.This person has been an important figure since the day i was born.

She has sacrificed a lot of time to take good care of me and she still is.And i dare say without her,there's no me.I owe her a lot.She's getting old now and i absolutely have neither the heart nor right to put all the blames on her even if she's wrong.Sigh,i really don't know what to do.

If i go any any further,the rest of my views will be rather contradicting.It doesn't help when my mind is already having conflicting thoughts bout this matter since eons ago.I guess i'll stop now.All i need at the moment is a stress-free conversation with my friend.Will be back with more unhappy thoughts in the future.