A pleasant surprise

A couple of days ago,i received a very unlikely msg from an ex-alevel classmate.A girl.Look, not in my wildest dreams will i be expecting a msg from her,to whom i had struck a conversation for less than three times.Needless to say,i'm flattered.Come on,for a person as stuck up as me to receive a msg from a female classmate is something worth mentioning.Msges like these don't come often so i tend to over-appreciate them.Yes,i'm weird.What's even weirder is this msg was initiated by a pop shuvit CD(a local rock band).Apparently,she found out that i managed to get a copy of their latest album.She couldn't find it in kl,so she asked whether i could help her out.One thing lead to another and she soon found out that i'm not so quiet after all.'You were soooo quiet in class but you are a totally different person when i saw your friendster profile',she said in amazement.'Perhaps,we didn't get to know each other better',she added.Well,at least her comforting words let me know that i'm not so bad as i have perceived myself to be.My gut feelings tell me there's a faint possibility that i'm still in the girls' good books.Speaking bout bad,i'm erm...actually quite bad too.Most of the time,it is the girl who makes the effort to talk to me first.This is not good.Why am i reluctant to make the first move?I'm afraid of screwing up the conversation and making a bad first impression.Besides,since i'm such a bad ass in school,i don't think i deserve to send them a msg or give them a call.They won't reply anyway,right?The same goes to someone that i love or have a crush on.True,i can have smooth conversation with her once i get rid of my nervousness.However,will i find myself calling her at night or anytime of the day?I doubt that.Cause i dunno what the girl will think of me.Will she think of me as a stalker?A pathetic admirer?These are the things i'm afraid of.I mean i'm not even her official bf yet,what gives me the right to call her every day?I should respect her privacy,right?Consequently,i treat the courting process in a very slow pace.I don't want to freak her out.But too slow is not a good thing,i might lose out to some other guys.It is really tormenting loving someone but you are not sure when to let her know...