New facade,same old me

okie,this is the third time i'm tweaking my template.Always couldn't get it right.I decided to do away with my previous posts and to start anew again.A lazy sunday evening,i'm having.The thought of waking up early tomorrow makes me feel even lazier.How i wish everyday is a sunday.Nothing to do and worry about.Life is getting more mundane as days go by.Pretty routine stuff that i can easily sum it in three words:work,boring and boring.Not many friends are left in ipoh now.Mostly are out of state furthering their studies.Even the closest ones have their own commitment and new partners in life.Suddenly,i'm beginning to find it a chore to arrange a proper outing with them.So now the only one i can depend on is jian hua,one of my best buddies around.I'm glad he's not attached yet.Or else,i will really be alone and i don't like that feeling one bit.Come july,i will embark on a new phase of my life.The university life.Which means i will be moving to kl yet again.In the dark on what's in store for me.Will it be better or as disastrous as my a-level days at tarc?I dunno.The biggest mistake i made at tarc was not knowing enough friends.Girl friends to be precise.I think the girls that i know quite well can be counted with the fingers of one hand.Some of my friends have the privilege of doing something as simple as having lunch with girls which i don't.I dunno what's the problem with me.Here are the things that i shouldn't have done at tarc but it's already too late:

1) going to class like placing a take-away order at a fast food restaurant.Come and go.
2)Didn't take the initiative to approach girls first
3)Not learning to speak proper mandarin
4)Being stuck up and keeping to one self sometimes
5)Lacking in humour when talking with girls or rather my jokes weren't funny?

Here's hoping that i will not be repeating this when i'm in sunway.Otherwise i dunno what will become of me.Sad.On the bright side of things,i have made a few great guy friends.Without them,i dread to think how am i going to spend my 18 months at tarc.So thanks a bunch!